Realizing that your relationship is becoming a routine can make you fall into despair. If it were you, you would always stay in those moments before stability.
Those feelings that you get the emotion of the first days is something that you wouldn't change for anything. For this reason, you may prefer to stay away from the commitment and that the proposal of getting married doesn't seem too attractive: you fear that with it the relationship will end up in routine and the predictable.
It's clear that nobody can be exactly like you and you will always have the feeling that something is wrong, but you shouldn't be so demanding and learn to appreciate the positive things of each stage of a loving relationship.
In the job aspect, the position of the stars reveals that there are problems that seem to be about to return to stay. In a world as competitive as this, it would seem that people moved only for their own interests.
Maybe today you have to start facing some problems and discussions that are generated in your job. It's not a good economic time for the company and the fact that you are still able to maintain a positive attitude awakens envy among others.
You are strong, but these days you have a chance to fall.
Forget about what worries you. You can take refuge on material things, because having them produces a great pleasure to you. Being able to enjoy some amenities in your everyday life, or having the possibility of buying all those things that you like is something that makes you feel better.
You should prioritize other less tangible issues. It won't do you any good to surround yourself with riches and goods if you don't have enough health or courage to enjoy them. The first thing has to be to be happy and to be well with oneself, the rest can come later.