If you spend so much time worrying about love, it will be because you really need it, Leo. In your search for your better half you are very sure about what attitudes you aren't willing to tolerate.
In the same way, you're aware that your life wouldn't be the same if you didn't have the person you have by your side. At this point, you now feel the need to discover that "other face" of whoever is by your side, either since a long or short time ago.
In the end, with so much interest you end up making an emotional bond that always goes in your favor and that makes you very loved and appreciated. You know how to create the perfect balance, you don't show disinterest but you don't push yourself too much. Continue this way.
Everything you're planning to do is too much for one day, Leo. If you exhaust yourself too much today, it will be difficult for you to face Monday. You should put more emphasis on switching off and releasing tensions.
Maybe an afternoon of leisure enjoying a movie at the cinema or going out for a drink with your partner and/or friends is what your mind really needs. You don't have to worry too much about your economy, for next week there are no unforeseen events, so enjoy and go with the flow.
That spiral of oppression and chaos that you create for yourself is a place you can hardly get out of, Leo. Hardly a king of the jungle about to be defeated asks for help and that will be what you should keep trying to do.
If you feel that something is missing in the help you receive from your environment, perhaps you should consider the possibility of leaving certain topics in the hands of experts. There are situations that you have lived and that although they have been left behind, they seem willing to return to make your life impossible. Put a barrier before the situation becomes untenable.